The hardest thing I've ever been through in my entire life...

Is now over... As most know I've been in the process of a divorce from J.J. now for technically over 9 months. The actual divorce process took a long time to get started because I had to save up the money to actually do it and prepare for the wrath that was going to come. It was a gut wrenching ordeal and I hated every minute of it. I was constantly stressing over it and it was the absolute hands down worst thing I've ever been through. As of this morning that experience is over. We had our early resolutions conference this morning at 10:30 and we had to be there early for it. We had already signed the papers but we hadn't put some info in them so they got denied. So we went today and did the same papers agreed to all the same stuff and by 10:30 (our original appointment time) we were just waiting for the judge to sign off on them and for our court attorney guy to bring us our signed copies. Now we are both free to move on with our own lives and find our own happiness. I'm kind of still in a stage of shock right now, because I can't believe that its really over and done with, but I know we will both be just fine and Hayden will have an AMAZING life with the both of us by his side whenever he needs us. We will all be happy even though we aren't together anymore. And now the process is lifted off both of our shoulders....