My best friends are amazing!

Jason is absolutely the best person I could have ever asked for in my life. He is my rock through everything and I never would have made it through everything with out him. He's my very best friend and I never would have expected someone as amazing as him would love me. Words could never express what we have and I am completely amazed by it. :)

Jacque, she's my girl! lol. We have had alot of rough times and yet we still go back for more. Our rough times are behind us now and we are totally looking forward to the future. We've got each others backs no matter what and I will always consider her more of a sister than a friend. She's helped me get through everything lately and most the time she's been there herself. Love her!

I also want to say thank you for everyone else who has been there for me and has helped me through everything lately. I am so blessed to have wonderful friends in my life no matter what happens and I really appreciate everyone. I know exactly who I can and can't trust now and who is there no matter what. I love you all!! Thank you for being my friends!!!

The hardest thing I've ever been through in my entire life...

Is now over... As most know I've been in the process of a divorce from J.J. now for technically over 9 months. The actual divorce process took a long time to get started because I had to save up the money to actually do it and prepare for the wrath that was going to come. It was a gut wrenching ordeal and I hated every minute of it. I was constantly stressing over it and it was the absolute hands down worst thing I've ever been through. As of this morning that experience is over. We had our early resolutions conference this morning at 10:30 and we had to be there early for it. We had already signed the papers but we hadn't put some info in them so they got denied. So we went today and did the same papers agreed to all the same stuff and by 10:30 (our original appointment time) we were just waiting for the judge to sign off on them and for our court attorney guy to bring us our signed copies. Now we are both free to move on with our own lives and find our own happiness. I'm kind of still in a stage of shock right now, because I can't believe that its really over and done with, but I know we will both be just fine and Hayden will have an AMAZING life with the both of us by his side whenever he needs us. We will all be happy even though we aren't together anymore. And now the process is lifted off both of our shoulders....

So recently..

I have been getting into reading again. I stopped for awhile because all it would do was put me to sleep. But I have become addicted to it again. Any free time I have lately I find myself reading. I just finished the Time Traveler's Wife, and I must say I found it to be amazing. I absolutely loved that book. My momma is reading it now and then we are going to see the movie (which I have been completely wanting to see even before reading the book), which I hope is just as great as the book was. I recommend reading this book if you haven't already. :) Now I'm going on to the twilight series... i know i know I'm definitely behind but I wanted all the hype to go down before reading all of them. I liked the movie and so I'm sure I will love the books. Plus this way when I'm done with the first one I can go on to the others without figuring out what I'm going to read next lol.