Hayden is my World.

My son is my life.

He always will be

Everything I do is for him and that's how it will always be.

The bond of a mother and son can never be broken.

I need to listen to this quote

Embrace those who love you, and whom you love, and rid yourself from those who will only bring you down.

"The woman who appeals to a man's vanity may stimulate him, the woman who appeals to his heart may attract him, but it is the woman who appeals to his imagination who gets him."

*Helen Rowland*

Why we dream...

"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart for so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can be together all the time." -Hobbes-

Think about..

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, or witherings, of tarnishings."

Singin songs...

"What I really meant to say": By Cyndi Thompson

It took me by surprise

when I saw you standing there

Close enough to touch

Breathing the same air

You asked me how I've been

I guess that's when I smiled and said just fine

Oh but baby I was lying.

What I really meant to say

Is I'm dying here inside

And I miss you more each day,

There's not a night I haven't cried

And baby here's the truth,

I'm still in love with you

That's what I really meant to say.

And as you walked away,

the echo of my words

cut just like a knife,

cut so deep it hurt,

I held back the tears,

held on to my pride

and watched you go

I wonder if you'll ever know

What I really meant to say

Is I'm dying here inside

and I miss you more each day

there's not a night I haven't cried

Baby here's the truth

I'm still in love with you.

What I really meant to say

Is I'm really not that strong

no matter how I try

I keep holdin' on

so here's the honest truth

I'm still in love with you.

That's what I really meant to say.

"I run to you" by Lady Antebellum

I run from hate

I run from prejudice

I run from pessimists

But I run too late

I run my life

Or is it running me

Run from my past

I run too fast

Or too slow it seems

When the lies become the truth

That's when I run to you

This world keeps spinning faster

to a new disaster so I run to you

I run to you baby

And when it all starts coming undone

baby you're the only one I run to

I run to you.

We run on fumes

Your life and mine

Like the sands of time

Slippin' right on through

And our love's the only truth

That's why I run to you.

This world keeps spinning faster

to a new diaster so I run to you

I run to you baby

When it all starts coming undone

Baby you're the only one I run to

I run to you.

I've drifted away

So I was going through my phone today, trying to plan out what I am doing for the weekend, and it dawned on me that I have more guy friends than I do girl friends... It didn't used to be like that. Now I know I've lost several ladies throughout the years and esp this year because of not being with JJ anymore and I miss them. Now they've made their choice and whatever I can't change that, but I also need to get closer to girls again.. I mean I love my guys and all but besidese my like 4 main girls that I go out with randomly I don't have any that I see constantly.. I want to get closer to my girls and reconnect... I've gotten alot closer to my friends from high school again because they have stuck around still throughout the years (thank you ladies) and I love that and I hope we can get closer again...

And note to anyone out there that wants to hang out more Please just let me know :) (guys or girls on this part)

I just miss my friends and I'm sorry we've lost touch and aren't as close anymore...

Hayden Mikel Clark

My Son:

Hayden Mikel Clark aka my world...

He will be two on August 12th. He keeps me entertained everyday. Picks up new words to say, insists on telling me stories (even though half the time its gibberish) and loves dancing in front of my mirror closet so he can watch himself.. He is the light of my life and I can't wait to keep watching him grow throughout life. :)

Starting this thing off...

Hello Everyone,

I was told to make one of these, and it is a good idea so I guess I'm going for it. I'm just going to apologize now if it is not so great... so sorry....

Well I guess I will get started;

My name is Janaye Clark. I am 22 years old and I have a handsome son named Hayden. He is my world and is definitly just like me and I wouldn't have it any other way :).. I believe this is a good way to start this off..