Update since I haven't been on in awhile.....

So I figured its finally time to write an update. I haven't been on a real computer in a long time and I finally talked my hubby into taking me to the rec center so I could use one to get on and be a normal person instead of just using my phone (which isn't great for typing a lot)... I have a few things to update so here we go....

I've now lived out of AZ for over a month now :( still sad about that.. I love it here in North Carolina but being away from everyone kinda takes the love away from this place. Its so beautiful and I love being 20 min away from the beach though. Its amazing having my husband with me everyday finally and having our house... Some things with the house still need to change but its coming along... Once we get a couch and curtains I'll take pictures of everything in the house (with actual furniture in it) and post them so people can see, either on here or facebook...

Tomorrow (June 25th) I FINALLY get to go home and get Hayden to bring him back here to NC. I can't wait.. I'm not really looking forward to the flights because I hate flying very much, I also hate lay overs (i have two) and the fact that i'll have Hayden on the plane and trying to keep him occupied for that long is going to be a challenge but it'll all be worth it to finally have my baby boy with me again. I've missed him so much this last month. Several times of ridiculous crying and being upset because I am not complete without him. I can't be myself because part of me is missing. I still don't feel like I live here because he isn't with me. But that's going to be different soon since I have him for a month starting this weekend!! <3

I am now 25 weeks pregnant. Will be 26 weeks on Sunday. I'm starting to feel like humpty dumpty. Still not huge but definitly growing and am very uncomfertable. I have been having major pains lately where it hurts to walk or move in general at times. Still working on the long doctor process here but that will definitly be brought up at my first visit. I can't wait for Blake Christopher to be here. I am so anxious to see Jason's face when he is born and just to see him holding his little baby boy. We started putting all his furniture together and got most done. We are almost done then its the decorating. Thinking greens and browns with a jungle theme that we found at Target. We just registered there this last weekend and I can't wait to decorate...

Looking forward to everything that is going to happen this year and for the end of July. Even though I'll have to take Hayden back then (which i'm not happy about) I am excited for the end of july because I'll be home for about a week maybe a little shy of a week to see everyone I possibly can, have a baby shower with all my ladies, spend time with family, and get maturnity pictures taken. I'm completely excited for those. It'll be a new experience because I didn't do them when I was pregnant with Hayden. I barely took baby belly pictures with him, I'm not a huge fan of pictures of myself but I believe Jessica will do an amazing job. And I'm starting to plan cute ideas for them. I am so going to try to get Hayden in a few cuz then I'll have both my boys :)

I think that's good for the updates for now, plus my hubby is wanting to go home :) so that's it for now... I'll try to get on here again before another month goes by...